I let you down again
Through your point of view
I've made a mess of my whole life
I can't change your perception
You're best without knowing I have no sympathy
He was my dad too
You moved out west
I stayed back east
Strictly for the family
September brought me nothing but pain
You left me for dead, so I left you a note
It read "Please leave me alone
So I can lick my wounds and get back up on my feet."
A subtle scene of imagery you called it as it was
I called you up to let you know I've been rehearsing this
For that one day we hash this shit out
I'm not breaking down, I'm building up
It's not that I don't care, I've just been hurt
I'm telling everyone about you
I can't believe it's almost been eight years
It's like a bad dream, we're only getting older