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Existence
Trusting, myself to make the decisions that mean the most
My body is lying so far off the fucking coast

Taking a step back to see things from your eyes
It doesn’t matter it still leads to my demise
If I can't have faith in my thoughts in everything I have been taught

I can't help you, or myself, that's not something I can do
There's no way I can help you or myself, that's not something I can do
Take, take it all from me, I’ve given so much, when will you see
Stop, look and listen to the beating of the human heart
Maybe one day I'll learn to hear the voices in my head out
Until then, I'll keep floating until your voice brings me to a stop

I thought the ghosts in my head were finally dead
I thought the words kept inside were finally at rest
I want to have faith in something more than this, faith in the voices that prove I exist
I exist, do I exist?
I thought the ghosts in my head were finally dead
I thought the words kept inside were finally at rest

Constricting, on my thoughts
Why is this happening, where is the start
Take my body, take my soul
Take it all from me
Take, take it all from me, I’ve given so much, when will you see

I will continue to persist
Show me, that I exist (these voices in my head are tearing me to shreds)
I just want to fucking exist

Prove to me, I have control over what I do, am I just taking a cue?
What's this life worth, if I can’t decipher what I mean in the fucking scheme
Take, take it all from me, I’ve given so much, when will you see