WEIGHT OF THE WORLD

[Intro]
(Hey! So this is a little awkward but
I kinda just wanted to call and get it over with...
I care about you a lot
But I think this is the best decision for me, so)

[Verse 1]
Yeah, I got a lot on my chest
I got a lot in my mind
Lately I feel like I’m stuck in slow motion
And motion is slow with this vision of mine, yeah
I’m going against all the grains
It’s getting harder to find motivation
Cause I’m never grateful for moments I actually have it inside of my soul
I pry and I pry and I poke
Trying to find the bright light that I know
Can guide me, align me, refine all the holse
That I try to hide but I’m tired of so
Many blisters that appear on my feet that from running the track and chasing of my dreams
Legs gеtting tired the body is aching I’m tired of writing and climbing this mountain causе
I been

[Hook]
Carrying the weight of the world
Maybe I’m too far gone and I can’t be saved
Scary when I’m facing the dirt
Cause I know that’s where I’ll be if I never change
Wait for me to change
I pray for all your light
Cause God knows that I need it
Or I'll be fucked

[Verse 2]
I’m not gonna lie to y’all man
I feel like a fraud and a fake
I tell you be strong
And the problem will fade
I know that it’s true but man like today
You know what? I’m not gonna tell you what happened
I’d rather act like it was a crafted attempt by a demon they sent for my ass
This what I do a lot
I shift the blame and act like it isn’t my fault
But it’s my fault that she left
It’s my fault that I failed
It’s my fault that I gave up everything
For a second of lust or
Whatever it was and I forgive you for what you did
But, I won't' forget it because
I been

[Hook]
Carrying the weight of the world
Maybe I’m too far gone and I can’t be saved
Scary when I’m facing the dirt
Cause I know that’s where I’ll be if I never change
Wait for me to change
I pray for all your line
Cause God knows that I need it
I’ll be fucked

[Verse 3]
And I would follow you into the desert
And give you all I had
But all the things we had
It was great but it was straws that broke the camel's back
And I pray that we both find the one that we’ve been looking for
And I know that you found yours, but I haven’t found mine yet
And I ain’t looking cause I don’t wanna settle scores
And maybe when I find all of these darker times
I can find a way to let the pain go and harbor rhymes
I feel it shake and arc the time
And every time I write a line
I feel it go and spark divine
Intuition in my mind
Feel it in my blood it boils
When I think of how you left me for him
I helped that you raise that kid
I was there through the birth and it all
But that’s okay because I love you
And I wish you all the best