Wedding

Both my sisters, they are married now
And I kinda stand still
I know my parents want to see me finish school
But I don't think that they will
I should really see my nephew more
He's growing older every day
I had an uncle who did music too
He never knew me in any way

And I don't wanna be like that
No, that's not me
Don't wanna slip through the cracks
And become some memory

And I really became my father's son, I see that now
I put the sky in my pocket
Watching him capturing clouds
I took his passion and ran with it
I know he's proud how I'm managing
Said this life could be damaging
Just make sure that you handle it
And my mama is losing sleep becausе of all of my plans
I know she's scared the world will swallow mе whole and then
Leave me out to die but I swear I'll survive
And that I'll come back home to see her for as long as I'm alive

I take nothing for granted
We made it out of the basement
All those days worth of planning
Just for some sort of placement
Put your life in my hands
And I'll carry you home
I put my heart out in the open
So you can call it your own
Searching for something to live for
Give me a reason to smile
Raise my hands to the sky
And let me scream for a while
I'm overwhelmed with emotions
All this love in my heart
All this pain on my shoulders
I let my skin show my scars
Can't let my burdens be carried by anyone but myself
But if you got some problems, I swear I'll be here to help
This for the feelings I've felt
And for the ones that's to come
My father beat cancer, ain't shit I can't overcome
I won't stop 'til I'm done
I won't stop 'til I'm dead
I'ma look back when I'm eighty with nothing in life unsaid
Nothing in life undone
I don't have time for this fear
I throw it out of the window and let my heart take the wheel

All these tears coming down my eye
As he walks her down the aisle
This is my reason to smile
You are my reason to smile
All these tears coming down my eye
As he walks her down the aisle
You are my reason to smile
This is my reason to smile