Wear it (100.000 petals fell like rain)

Feels like I've been waiting forever to hold you
It’s cold, but getting colder
My Instagram feed will eventually just turn into my tombstone
I want you, you, you, you, you, you, you
I wish this jacket was Gore-Tex
I wish I could wait forever for you
But this weather is rough
It's a cold world
Have I ever even met you in real life, or are you just content?
Whatever, fuck
I'm trying to imagine that red lipstick I sent you for your birthday
Are you wearing it?
That gray Champion hoodie that you stole from your new ex-boyfriend?
Are you wearing it?
Those Osiris D3’s
Tell me, are you wearing it?
[?] come too
This love is eating me from inside
It might be the drugs but IDK
Fucking wear me out
I want our love to turn bad like it always does
I want you to tear my heart out
I want you to see me
Wear me out
Fucking wear me out

I don't care
Don't worry
You're going to be fine as soon as this tour is over
This tour won't be over
I promise myself to be sober
Am not sober
I spend most of my days scrolling memes
And making lists of expensive clothes that I want
But never will order online
XOXO (Rest in peace, my friends)
Send me a DM
Trying to leave my own head
I wish I was dead
Wear me out
Fucking wear me out

Fucking wear me out
Make my heart dissolve like a two dollar bath bomb
I want to continue modeling and do the best that I can with that
Sometimes I want to just be left alone
And be a normal kid for like five minutes
That's tough when the paparazzi are chasing you

I spend 3,500 euros on my computer and this is what comes out of it
Money well spent, obviously
I regret, like, everything
Literally, nothing, joking
I need something, anything
Literally, nothing
This tour will never end
Not before I end, at least
I do see
Fucking wear me out
You can't take anything personally in this business
Follow your dreams
But there is a lot of criticism
You have to brush it off
Everybody is looking for something different
I want to carry you through life
Fucking wear me out