We’re Drifting, Again

Not again.
My friend.
My dear friend,
you're leaving me again.
And this time,
I think you're gone for good.
I think you're gone for good.

Strangely enough,
I feel free.
Did you lock me down?
And could you see,
a monster?
As me in my sleep,
and it's you,
infesting me.

Ripping me from my inside out.
You tried to fight me.
You terrified me,
and even though I helped you out.
You still defied me.
You still lied to me.
Apologies clearing clouds of doubt.
But it's still rainy.
And it's still hazy.
Maybe I'm just a little crazy.

A dead air filled the room,
I got tired of holding my breath.
And your words reached out for me,
and I reluctantly responded.

Got your message just yesterday.
Seems like things are going your way.
Made me rethink my words.
You're not a monster at all,
must've been my imagination.
I'm over-thinking again.

You've given me so much.
I feel I didn't give enough back.
We're losing touch,
I wonder if you'll ever come back.

Please don't mind the first half,
just thought I should let you know.

It wasn't all that bad.
You truly were great,
and I'll never forget you.
I'll never forget you.

(Static, Fade into My Thanks)