We Choose Future B

Every thought that I chose
Brought me to the ground
That can't be right
I'm almost living it up
And every day I see my future
I sailed across the ocean
Just to be able to wave
Still never hold myself
To the only boy I can mend

Sentence, lose meaning
I will neglect it till it does
It's okay – you never gave me your word
And every day I’ll see my future
Still never hold myself
To my own god damn command

May these times, that I chose
Bring me to the ground
By making the same mistake twice
Forcing me to see my future
To kill all the patterns in the world
And to never hate myself
We now know I could break

Sentence, lose meaning
I will neglect it till it does
It's okay – you never gave me your word
And every day I’ll see my future
Still never hold myself
To my own god damn command