Waves of Time

Come and fly with me
Get high with me
Come and ride me
I've never felt this free

Never felt like me
Wanted to be on your screen
Want to be like M+B?
Just you and me

Come and chill with me
Take a pill with me
See the pretty sights
Under all these pretty lights

But you the prettiest sight
Never put up a fight
Always felt just right
To take you by my side

Now I'm flying away
Thousands of miles away
I can't see your face
Want you to be okay
Tell me are you K
I hope it's just like you say
That you're willing to stay
Even though I'll see you today
I won't be okay

Cause everyday just frightens me
Looking at my phone screen
I'm scrolling through pictures with you being happy
And wondering if it was because of me

With all our little jokes and little pokes
Were you getting annoyed or were you getting bored?
I would ask, but you say that nothing was up
And then my brain would freak out and just wouldn't stop

Do you wanna break up?
Or is my brain just frying
Make me think that I'm dying
When I should be thriving
It's a couple of months alone, just relax, just dive in

You two will be fine, there's no worries, was moving such a crime?
Cause in a minute I moved back
Right on my 18th birthday
And to see you again was thing that made me O.K

Cause it felt just right being by your waist
It truly lit up my face
To hear you goofy laugh
And to see your beautiful face
Sorry if I treated it like a race

But I couldn't wait another minute
My feelings were all balled up I just wanted to take a dive in
Right into your arms
For years I've felt harmed
But you made me feel safe

So a couple of months made me feel like a waste
And I dumped all the trash inside of me
Making me think that I wasn't even worthy
Of your love, or your taste, I hope I ain't a disgrace

But you seem happy to see me too
If this is love, I hope that it's true
Cause after all these tears and fears
I just need to settle down

Hop up in my car, we can ride around town
I just hope you'll stay with me
I may be a fuck-up but I'm yours to be
So just hold me tight and never let me see
The truth or reality surrounding me
Just tell me when its alright to say
That everything will be
O-Kay
Yeah