Waver

[Verse 1]
Trying hard to learn something from this
Truth is that I just miss you
Trying hard to make sense of the years
How I love you's turn to take care's overnight

[Pre-Chorus]
Put away the paintings you made me
They lie in boxes in my closet now
Wake up every morning feeling dizzy
Wake up and I'm surprised not to see you there

[Chorus]
Play our better nights over in my head
Makes me wanna die and stay dead
My god, I hate the way you waver
Can't explain why you're still the one I want
I can't help but think (Ooh)
It means something that you still run through me
I can't help but think (Ooh)
It means something meant something, meant something

[Bridge]
I'm putting off the day I give you back your things
Days between emails telling you I'm just busy
Truth is it would be so good to see you again
But not this way, not just for seconds
Not under these circumstances

[Chorus]
Play our better nights over in my head
Makes me wanna die and stay dead
My god, I hate the way you waver
Can't explain why you're still the one I want
I can't help but think (Ooh)
It means something that you still run through me
I can't help but think (Ooh)
It means something, meant something

[Bridge]
I try my best to wash you off
But you've pierced my skin
And you swim through my blood
I know that can never really go away now
Justified distance with time
Filled the emptiness with lazy lies
Tried to force the parts
But they never fit quite right
I tried to force the parts
But they never fit quite