Watching The Clock

[Chorus]
I can never be all the things that you need me to be
So just let me leave
And maybe one day I can see all the things that they see
And I could believe all of the things I admire, it's not even me
It's just who I wanted to be, and honestly, I'm feeling weak
I need to go find me somewhere to get peace and breathe (Peace and breathe, peace and breathe)
And all those times that you was breaking all those promises I wish I would've thought (I wish I would've though)
I was drowning out all of my thoughts, but now it's lonely when I look down from the top (When I look down from the top)
I ain't never had nobody hurt me like you hurt me
Damn, that really hurt a lot (A lot, lot)

[Verse]
All my life is searching, but it's worthless if you ain't got no one when it's time to stop, watching the clock
Waiting for the day that I could finally get somebody all the things that I ain't got (Things that I ain't got)
Wishing I could finally get a piece of mind
But I don't wanna fucking blow my shot (Blow my shot)
Hoping that one day I might be safe, 'cause it's been vacant in my head, I'm 'bout to pop (I'm 'bout to pop)
Honestly, I just need better ways to cope with circumstantial things to change the plot (Things to change the plot)
And when it's time to stop, I just hope that you got all the things you wanted (Wanted)
When you stayed away, I pray for days, I shed the tears I've gotten (Gotten)
I can't even be all the things you need
Now I'm feeling lost, and (Feeling lost, and)
Maybe you can see when I bleed, next time you feel you want to talk

[Chorus]
Pills can't help me, so just let me leave
And maybe one day I can see all the things that they see
And I could believe all of the things I admire, it's not even me
It's just who I wanted to be, and honestly, I'm feeling weak
I need to go find me somewhere to get peace and breathe
And all those times that you was breaking all those promises I wish I would've thought (Thought, thought)
I ain't never had nobody hurt me like you hurt me
Damn, that really hurt a lot
(Lot, lot, lot, lot, lot)