Watch My Gun Reload

I was falling down as fast as the eye could see
I was falling down you were there to catch me
You remind me of a girl I used to know
But she just turned out to be another hoe
I'll scream it til my lungs explode
You sit here calmly as we watch my gun reload

I don't wanna live I don't wanna die
I've been holding my breath for all of my life
I'm tired of the pain I'm tired of the lies
Keep on fuckin wit me you gon die tonight
Existence is fake believe me when I say
I'm running out of strength I cannot bare the weight the pressure is too great
It's too much to undertake
If you don't back up off me am I gonna catch a case?

My love for you was like staring in the wind
I told my myself I'd never do that shit again
Living on memories splattered on the walls
Like your blood don't wanna hear no more

I'm losing my mind
My sanity is fading fast
I want this over quickly
Can't stand this pain to last

I was falling down As fast as the I could see
I was falling down you were there to catch me
You remind me of a girl I used to know
But she just turned out to be another hoe
I'll scream it til my lungs explode
You sit here calmly as we watch my gun reload

All this darkness in which I'm surrounded
Shadows in the corner my fears unfounded
Devouring my soul, eating my brains
All of these thoughts they make me insane

Should I hunt him down
Should I kill him
All the time wondering
Does this make me the villain

Do I have a conscious? probably not
I'll burn down your house until I get caught
Bury you out back, I won't mark your grave
Voices in my head telling me to behave

I was falling down as fast as the I could see
I was falling down you were there to catch me
You remind me of a girl I used to know
But she just turned out to be another hoe
I'll scream it til my lungs explode
You sit here calmly as we watch my gun reload

I'm losing my mind my sanity fading fast
I want this over quickly can't stand this pain to last

I can't stand this pain to last
I can't stand this pain to last