Watch Me Drown

[Chorus]
My mind plays tricks on me
In peace, I try to live
Through weed and alcohol, I find a little piece of this
I got these memories
I miss those times we live
We wish we could go back, but would it feel the same again?

[Verse 1]
I got these walls of mine
Behind this field of mines
Skeptic behind blue eyes
You’ll never understand me

I’ve cried thousand times
Questioned why I’m alive
It must not be my time
Wеll, maybe God was right

I hate to feel this way
Why do I live likе this?
It’s hard to keep your head up
When nobody gives a shit

I wanna run away
Never return again
Wish I could could spread my wings
Throw it away with the wind

I guess that what I get for tryna live the wild side
But I’ll admit I had some fun on that wild ride
We balled on stupid shit, that don’t make you a bad guy
It takes a lot to ease my mind, my mind because…

[Chorus]
My mind plays tricks on me
In peace, I try to live
Through weed and alcohol, I find a little piece of this
I got these memories
I miss those times we live
We wish we could go back, but would it feel the same again?

[Verse 2]
I lost a lot of friends
They don’t like me no more
It breaks my heart
They were supposed to be with me on tour

I’ve seen a lot of things
Been through a lot of days
These ups, these downs
These forward-backward steps I’m tryna make
I been so worried ‘bout my life, I ain’t been livin’ it
I swear to God, I’m tryna be positive, just a little bit

It’s like tryna catch your breath
Under water that’s over your head
And the whole time you’re drowning
Nobody wanna lend a fuckin' hand

So everybody just sits back to watch you drown
How long can you hold your breath before blacking out?
Now, shhh, they don’t wanna hear you splash around
This what it feels like when you’re all by yourself

[Chorus]
My mind plays tricks on me
In peace, I try to live
Through weed and alcohol, I find a little piece of this
I got these memories
I miss those times we live
We wish we could go back, but would it feel the same again?

[Outro]
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