Wasting time

I don't wanna waste time anymore, woah
And i'm sorry if I waste yours, woah
I got up and I left, everybody doesn't know that
Those that do understand that, but those that don't just hate me
And that's okay, you're not the first
But you're not the last, and that's what hurts

And I can't feel shit, that's what I tell myself
But I feel it
And all the hurt I wanna take back
If I told you, would you believe that?

We don't talk much, but that's okay
We were getting so close but then I pushed you away
And that's my fault, and I fucked up
I'm a piece of shit, and i'm stuck up
Dodging everybody I don't wanna talk
I really wanna just go away
I don't even wanna be here anymore
'Cause I just really fucking hate myself
But i don't wanna be a ghost
And i don't wanna leave, cause you mean the most

I don't wanna leave, I don't wanna leave
I don't wanna leave you again
I don't wanna leave, I don't wanna leave
I don't wanna leave you again