Wasting My Life

I feel their eyes
They’re piercing through my skin
Now I can’t move
I feel like im trapped in
With all my insecurities
I can’t deny
I gave up on myself a little bit
I sing these words of strength
But I’m a fucking hypocrite

I can’t stand to live another day with this doubt
I’m wasting my life…

I can’t stand to live another day with this doubt
I’m wasting life thinking
I don’t deserve the things I want in this life
I’m wasting my life

I hope you’re hearing me
I pray to god you’re listening
Don’t waste another day of your life
Wondering what they’re thinking of you
What they’re thinking of you

They can’t see what you see
Your reflections telling lies
Fake smile, fake laugh, fake everything
And I can’t look you in the eyes
And my words are running dry
Fake smile, fake laugh…
This isn’t funny at all

I just want to connect
But I feel so undeserving
Not good enough for anyone
And instead of overcoming
It becomes a part of me
And its clouding my vision
Taking what is left of me

I can’t stand to live another day with this doubt
I’m wasting life thinking
I don’t deserve the things I want in this life
I’m wasting my life

I won’t live another day
Thinking I’m a waste of space
Thinking every fucking thing I do
Will never be enough
When things get tough
I will never run away
I won’t waste another day
Not one more day