Wasted Potential

So much wasted potential
It’s all white in this room
When I’m not bagged up
White noise hissing
8 months? Later
Force fed by tube
Defecate into diaper
Where is she, where is she, where is she?
No horizon here
So seasick, I puke into bag
I miss time
Whore tranny, whore pedo they call me
Slurs better than void’s hiss
“You only have three fingers left”
“Tell us where she is”
I don’t remember
Memory implies time
No time here
Causality backwards
Memory implies time
Do i have legs still?
I miss her
Eight fucking years

So much wasted potential
We got you now
Where is she?
Tell us where she is
You only have three fingers left