Wasted

(Merkules:)
I do my best to get up as I crawl to the sink
A cause that's been lost 'cuz these thoughts that I think
Ain't really the reality, I'm lost in my drink
I can't seem to concentrate, I pause then I blink
These people keep surrounding me
I don't know where to turn
Hopeless but I know that I can cope with my concern
Focus on my motives
Smell the roaches as they burn
The potion's too ferocious now I'm open with my words
It's hard to be different it ain't easy as it sounds
Proceed to get back up when they beat you to the ground
And lock up all the windows now you're safe and sleepin sound
I do this for myself it's not to make these people proud
I seek the opportunity to be a better dude
But I can't 'cuz I've tried now there's nothin left to do
Sick to my stomach I can't get myself to eat
I crack another bottle and I drink myself to sleep

This my life and I can't change it
Seems like nothin goes my way
All my lifetime, I've been wasted
In the gutter where I stay
This my life and I can't change it
Seems like nothin goes my way
All my lifetime I've been wasted
Just tryna live another day

(Snak The Ripper:)
I do my best to get up as I crawl to the can
A pile of human waste, that's just all that I am
I light myself a cigarette with vomit on my hand
Calm my nerves with medicine, I call that a plan
Vodka and cran, breakfast of a champ
I'm broke so watch your necklace ain't a style I won't cramp
Homie fuck your whole camp, don't mistake my kindness for
Weakness, this a big bang and you look like a dinosaur
Don't know how to cry no more, one day the fuckin pain stops
I've been numb eatin crumbs and livin off of rain drops
Life sucks someone please show me the complaint box
And Imma take these drugs to the head until my brain pops
Just below the surface losing breath I'm in too deep
Fear is worthless no escapin death when he reap
Sick to my stomach I can't get myself to eat so
I crack another bottle and I drink myself to sleep

This my life and I can't change it
Seems like nothin goes my way
All my lifetime, I've been wasted
In the gutter where I stay
This my life and I can't change it
Seems like nothin goes my way
All my lifetime I've been wasted
Just tryna live another day