Waste

914pm
I look over to tell you something again
I keep forgetting that you’re not home yet

125am
& i’m so sick of all my friends
& i bet they’re sick of me too, so it’s ok

Cause i just
Distract myself
Til i can’t
Feel a thing
& i just
Numb the pain
Til i just
Feel the sting
& i don’t care
If u miss me
I won’t say i miss u back
I don’t want
Another thing from you
I don’t want back
What we had

545am
Everything replaying in my head
It’s not the first or last time
I’ll make this bed

Oh, what a waste
Of a beautiful face
Baby, you’re too pure
For this place anyways…

Won’t anyone hear my warning
All the sirens in the morning
Aren’t the reason
That i’m awake

Hold my hands while they shake
I am trying, dear, but u take
& u leave me in the dark
Out here