Wasn’t Really Thinking of You

Wasn’t really thinking of you
In the way that you wanted
You wanna stay going through it
Some of us struggle
Some of us change
So I think it ain’t fair on you
To promise this time
Like you really wanna see me
Acting like I owe you something
Saying I care
When you know I’m not here for it
When you know I’m not here for you

Doesn’t feel the same
Wasn’t really planning on
Saying all these things
When I called you up

Bet you’re gonna say what I was thinking first
That it’s different I’m not the same
I’m beyond this
And out the blue
You call me seething with all of these problems wanting to see me soon
Is this progress?
Tell me what you want then
Do you want a liar?
Telling all your friends that you miss your old life
It’s never gonna go back
This is how it is now
Feeling like you know me well
Feeling like you noticed
Feeling like you know it

Doesn’t feel the same
Wasn’t really planning on
Saying all these things
When I called you up

Doesn’t feel the same
Wasn’t really planning on
Saying all these things
When I called you up