Wash u down the drain

[Intro sample from 'You' season 1, episode 8, Joe, Beck]
I didn't get it, but now I see it. I really see it
See what?
You are so good for me. I mean, you helped me so much, and... you're the best thing that ever happened to my writing, which is everything
But...
But the world it's twisted, and unfair. And let's face it... I am no good for you

These voices keep on telling me to wash you down the drain
Standing in the mirror, I’ve carved your name into my face
You tell me that you love me so I let you see my pain
Now I’m crying in the dark, just wiping blood off of a blade
These voices keep on telling me to wash you down the drain
Standing in the mirror, I’ve carved your name into my face
You tell me that you loved me so I let you see my pain
And now I’m crying in the dark, just licking blood off of a blade

These scars they slowly fade, just like your love right through my palms
But my blood it taste likes yours and I’m trying to move on
I cut myself to feel the way I felt you fucked me the first time
These feeling aren’t alright, why can’t I just drop this knife
I’m staring in the void and not a single soul in sight
Schizophrenic, that’s forsure, but psychotic, I just might
Cause I don’t seem to know what’s wrong or why I feel this fucking way
One day you might find me dead, can’t get your name out of my brain

These voices keep on telling me to wash you down the drain

Bloody drippin down my cheek and on my wrist and on my blade