Warmth

[Intro]
Play, wait, hold on, stop, what?

[Verse 1]
Usually, when summer rolls around I tend to feel a little better so I don't know why I miss having to hide inside my sweater
Maybe it’s because back then we were all much closer together
You’re not gone
You still say hey
But it used to warm me up when I would see you every day
And I guess the warmth you brought me must be greater than the sun
Because right now it’s beaming on me but it’s not redeeming me and honestly

[Verse 2]
I've been getting awful at the simple task of waking up
Nevermind the thought of even doing things or making stuff
Then you ask me what I wanna do and now I'm shaking rough
Bits of sentences try to escape me but I'm really not sure
I'm not sure who I am yet

[Verse 3]
I- I- I guess I'm tryna be a star
But I don't even like my voice and I can't even play guitar
But if I trick enough people into thinking that I'm cool
Then I can get invited to parties with really fancy pools
But I don’t need a fancy pool, I'd rather comfortably quit school
And get a big house for my friends and we’d have shows and it would rule
And no one would be paying rent
'Cause money’s really just some paper!

[Outro]
I just wish I knew who I was
I just wish I knew who I was

I just keep fucking up in front of all of my friends
And I- I just keep running away from people who care about me
And I just feel like everyone beats me up
And it's a really shitty feeling that I've let, I don't know, I never-

Yeah, so basically, uh

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