I'm about to stand here ripping my clothes
And take the sim out my phone
I'll give it a go surviving & living alone
A nomad on the roam I wanna let go
Of city life all these crowds running round
With powders that you sniff in your nose
Thinkin' you found a new high - You hit a new low
Living it large? You're living in blow
..Dying fast there's things you never will know
Tellin' us all that you're a rolling stone
Yeah the kind of rolling soul that causes hell to overflow a Helter Skelter of a show
But I can tell you've never gone through a true mind melter that's tested your sanity though
They tell me "Get on the microphone hype start spittin' a flow & killing it bro"
I'm telling them no.... my mind's designed to grow
While I find a diviner wavelength that I can tune in to
You think the lives we're leading are right? Man are you dreaming I will pinch you
I pinch myself, I wish I had nothing please forgive my wealth
I'm full of backfired hatred so I've been killing my health
Not feeling that well
Yeah... my minds blown
But I don't cry home
I grab a quill, some parchment
And start to write my zone
Have you ever before been tied down with a devilish thought
Then you find out that your minds now been signed out of your memory core
You know your life's irreverent but you're scared you'll never remember it all
You cannot recall you tremble and fall and next thing your brethren's got the ambulance called
To the doctors for a hopeless sort of status report
Better pray they don't say play with the medicine draw
Bruh you better pray they don't say play with the medicine draw
Cause next it's rejection then you're sectioned to ward 11 of course
And ward 11's worse than being shot full of lead dead in a 'terrorist war'
Either way that's how they want you to play just stay with your head on the floor
And your brain tight all in pain like it's a late night with a heroin straw
Or off your face on flake til you can't feel your head or your jaw
These drugs they speak of you don't even need to break any law
These drugs they speak of you don't even need to pay money for
They're giving them out galore at the chemistry store
You'll never be cured just sickly addicted then on a quick tip you'll be begging for more
Sickly addicted then on a quick tip you'll be begging for more (x4)
Begging for more (x4)
See me I'm not a hard MC - I don't merk the stage
I go berserk in a rage & burst open the cage that holds the universe in place
I'm through with earth & space as I spurt the worst of curses & the dirtiest tastes
Have you ever before been tied down with a devilish thought
Then you find out that your minds now been signed out of your memory core
You know your life's irreverent but you're scared you'll never remember it all
You cannot recall you tremble and fall and next thing your brethren's got the ambulance called
To the doctors for a hopeless sort of status report
Better pray they don't say play with the medicine draw
Bruh you better pray they don't say play with the medicine draw
Cause next it's rejection then you're sectioned to ward 11 of course