War

[Verse]
I remember you said don’t hold tight
It’s been a long way up
And the drops too high
To fall. To fall

People always tell me not to act so sad
Where were they when I was down bad I had no friends
Its only me and nobody’s here to see me crash

[Chorus]
In the middle of this war
I don’t know if I’ll win
My army’s falling short with all this tug of war
My infantry is thin

Oh In the middle of this war
Is there such thing as winning
I’m fighting for my life to make it
And every step I take is vacant

[Verse]
Everytime I find myself something happens and I lose again
Father, if this is my life then I would rather swim
In the middle of the sea where no one hears my screams
They don’t understand this pain I breathe

[Pre-Chorus]
Everybody thinks they know me
But no-one knows I’m this lonely
Through all the smiles I’m folding
And I can’t seem to control it

[Chorus]
In the middle of this war
I don’t know if I’ll win
My army’s falling short with this tug of war
My infantry is thin

Oh In the middle of this war
Is there such thing as winning
I’m fighting for my life to make it
And every step I take is vacant

[Bridge]
How - is life this lonely
I miss my homies
My brother La’el
I don’t think they miss who I am
You’re not alone
And in this moment
I know I can’t cave in to consequence
My ambivalence is my regret

[Chorus]
In the middle of this war
I don’t know if I’ll win
My army’s falling short with this tug of war
My infantry is thin

Oh In the middle of this war
Is there such thing as winning
I’m fighting for my life to make it
And every step I take is vacant