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[Intro]
Because that's the way it's meant to be

[Chorus: arid]
You know I'm doin' what I can
I know it wasn't planned, but everything's so real
You know I'm fallin' when you stand
Spinnin' round in my head
Just give me time to heal
It's not what I wanted, do you know the deal?
'Cause I'm feeling haunted
You're taking me back, where we had started
I tried to reach out, but I'm not far yet

[Verse: victxrw]
I so feel hopeless, 'cause I'm at my lowest
I thought we knew this, that I'm always useless
I need a distraction to keep my mind at bay
When I see my vision blacken, I still say I'm okay
When I'm really not, nothing is enough
I need it to stop, I'm coughing up blood
Falling off the cliff, bones breaking brittle
You're too hard to love, you're just like a riddle

[Bridge: victxrw]
I'm not, I said I'm not, I'm coughing up blood
Bones breaking brittle, bones breaking brittle

[Chorus: arid]
You know I'm doin' what I can
I know it wasn't planned, but everything's so real
You know I'm fallin' when you stand
Spinnin' round in my head
Just give me time to heal
It's not what I wanted, do you know the deal?
'Cause I'm feeling haunted
You're taking me back, where we had started
I tried to reach out, but I'm not far yet