Wanna Feel Alive

[Chorus: Oblivyus]
I don’t wanna die
No, I don’t wanna touch the sky
Not now
I don’t wanna join the 27 club
I just wanna feel alive

[Verse 1: Yaro YT]
Yeah, I wanna feel alive
Wanna spread my wings and touch the sky
I just wanna live, I don’t wanna die
Clock ticking, and the time is passing by
And I know that, when you’re feeling alone
And you feel like the world is going outta control
You wanna smoke that pain right outta your soul
But you gotta realize, this is how it goes
And I know it hurts, and it sucks
You get struck down, no one gives a fuck
Who gon’ lift you up?
When shit goes down
And you realize, those friends that you had are nowhere around
‘Cause I knew they would vanish
Like a bad ex that takes advantage
Or a fucked up fam who causin’ damage
Somedays, I wanna die ‘cause I can’t stand this
But fuck it, I’m gon’ to workin’
I’ma grind, the sun don’t rise
No hate, but I ain’t gon’ lie
If you mess with the gang, I’ma lay my life
‘Cause if I write my own will
Tell my whole gang, “Fuck it, we chill”
No need for blood to fuckin’ go spill
Stuck In My Mind, I’m stuck with these pills, yeah

[Verse 2: OTR CASHFLOW]
You, ooh, ooh
I’m lost, I’m lost
I’m in my head, I’m lost
I’m in my head, I’m lost
Tell me what to do without you
I’m lost n’ confused
I’ve been abused, I’ve been used
I’ve been broken, I’ve been hurt, too
Too, you, I miss everything about you

[Chorus: Oblivyus]
I feel so trapped inside my open mind
Just let me hide
I don’t wanna feel so useless
Like I always do
I don’t wanna die, no, I just wanna feel alive, alive
I hope that one day you could see that I’m trying my best