Wanna Be

Not how I'd choose your exit
Your darker side reflected
You go, you're wastin' my time
I know everything's not fine now
It's not fine now

Distant, alone, no boundaries
I'm vulnerable... and angry
You go, you're wastin' my time
You know everything's not fine now

But I want it to be

Goodbye at your car
It was the last time, it was the last time words would be exchanged
Five years of the past, they're painted black
Stuck in my brain, there's no escape

And now, cuffed in your silence
No step back, you'll see retirement
You know, she's wasting their time
You escaped by hitting rewind, now
Guess I can't rewind now
I'm not fine

But I wanna be

I'm not fine, now

But I wanna be