wanna be a ghost

(fuck regii)

[Chorus]
Had to stop blaming myself for shi and i dont even mean it
Everytime feeling myself, feel like i can't even see it
Been experiencing so many lost, man i keep getting defeated (damn)
Hoping i dont lose my brothers, man that would leave me defeated

[Verse]
And im wondering, why?
Why? oh why?
Oh ive, been losing time, and losing life, been losing my mind
If i dont answer you guess im, dead
If i dont answer you guessing im dead (oh yeah)
Yeah i guess i wanna be a ghost now
You i guess i wanna be alone now
Guess, guess what
I do this, for you and your love
I guess this the last time before you see me (yea)
This is the last time before you see me become a star
Why did you have to say those things?
Momma did not raise a rapist, oh nah
That shit hurt, why did you not tell me?
I give you lust for me
Said u was there for me
You lied
(oh you lied)

[Chorus]
Had to stop blaming myself for shi and i dont even mean it
Everytime feeling myself, feel like i can't even see it
Been experiencing so many lost, man i keep getting defeated (damn)
Hoping i dont lose my brothers, man that would leave me defeated