​​walls, Pt. 2

[Intro]
Take your time, the walls push back, I know
It's hard to lie, the blood's all on my clothes
Don't say you're fine, I can't destruct the code
What's on your mind? I still can't find your home

[Verse]
Can you tell that I'll be for the meltdown?
If I were to leave, you wouldn't make a sound
It's all a race, all a game, shit's not the same, you're two-faced
Need to find a new way, get me out this place before I
Leave it all, end it, become a ghost, I can't
Pretend I care to the ones at home
I know that I bring the wrong things into fruition, I can't decide
I just had a dream about a feeling I ain't ever feel before
And now I miss it every night
Talk is cheap but this is ain't do or die
Pick a door but this ain't suicide
Every day I wake up and question if I do it right
Never meant to mention you just underestimate
Which side I chose, can't you just see I tried? But who knows
What is next for me?

[Outro]
What is meant to be
I know eventually
You will finally leave
What is next for me
Was it meant to be
It wasn't meant to be