Walk Of Shame

To the mirrored skies
To  the endless night
The  oppression that stand before me
Through the winter snow
I walk the unknown
In  condemnation I remain

The  silence is deafening
As my thoughts gathers deep
My  kindness is drawn out by tears
From the pain throughout these years

I find myself slipping away
I can not find these words
To  tell myself it will be ok
Even when you hurt
My hands can not write the wrong I've done
I've lost the meaning of life
The day will come when I see myself
With no one by my side

I can not erase the things I've done
I should've known right from wrong
I can not bury the path I once led
I have to live with my regrets
I wish I could take it all back now
I wish I could start again
I know I could of been so much more
Before you walked out the door

In passion you cried out one last time
And I just turned away
You stood there in the falling rain
Knowing you have been betrayed

Even then you know how this would end
You know who I've become
After everything is set and done
Another chapter will come

I find myself slipping away
I can not find these words
To tell myself it will be ok
Even when you hurt
My hands can not write the wrong I've done
I've lost the meaning of life
The day will come when I see myself
With no one by my side