​wake up

Wake up to another rainy day
Sky is dark the clouds are grey
I know i'll never be okay
Just can't get out my own way

Just can't get out my own way

I know i'll never be okay

I can't take it
I'm always anxious
I don't wanna talk
Just save it
Collecting payments
Everyday shit
On my own
I'm staying distant

Staying faded can't be sober
My emotions might boil over
Drag me down low
Pull me under
Leave me laying in a dumpster
Break my heart and watch me suffer
Thought we were meant for eachother
But nothing pure can last forevеr
On my own it's for the better

Or thе worst
I can't fall in love it hurts
She took my soul
And left me cursed
Broke me down
And left me crushed
I know i wasn't enough

Let me down
I'm nothing much
Pouring problems
In these cups
I can't be the one you love
They don't feel me no one does

Wake up to another rainy day
Sky is dark the clouds are grey
I know i'll never be okay
Just can't get out my own way

Just can't get out my own way

I know i'll never be okay