Waiting

[Verse 1]
Been waiting on a moment
Been hopin on a dream
Been tryna stay sober
Been tryna keep clean
Still climbin uphill
Don’t know what I’ll see
Still searchin for somethin
What does it all really mean
Some days I wanna quit
Most days I wanna lay down and die
Most days I can’t stand myself
So most nights I cry
Sometimes my soul feels so lost
Sometimes my mind feels so broken
Sometimes I can’t find myself
Those days I wonder how I keep goin
But I never forget
The fear of regret
Is bigger than anything
I have felt yet
So I will not quit
I will stay strong
And keep movin forward
Keep pushin on

[Chorus]
Cause i ain’t waitin, waitin
For somebody else to help me
I don’t need saving, oh ou
I just need to find the strength
To fight another day

[Verse 2]
Deep inside I'm lossing the light to keep fighting to stay alive every day I see the world getting colder social media bringing loved ones over the line not the writing line but the type you sniff let it burn ease you muscles as your heart starts beating faster and faster your eyes start to close while that warm water rushes over you fading

[Chorus]
Cause i ain’t waitin, waitin
For somebody else to help me
I don’t need saving, oh ou
I just need to find the strength
To fight another day