Waist Deep

[Hook]
Sometimes I just sit here and I think what is this life about
How long I'ma be waist deep in this shit until I make it out
But this shit in my blood, I'll be this way until they take me out
I done been through way too much real shit, can't have no fake around
Let me get too fucked up on my pockets, tryna take some down
My heart been through some damage, need a bandage why I'm single now
Niggas stoppin' cars that's why that gunpowder smell linger 'round
Niggas got ill motives, try your luck, catch every single round

[Verse]
My bro don't understand that my life different when I leave him
Had some niggas I would've died for, broke my heart when they went Steven
And my soul done left my body soon as my granny stop this breathing
I had niggas I put on, they turned they back like they ain't need me
Like how the fuck you turn your back they had you starving and ain't feed you
Told me that you was gon' stay down on your ten and I believed you
Gave my love to people that ain't really deserve it and I ain't mean to
And this world is gettin' wicked, they start tellin' when they can't beat you
Liquor in my body destroyin' me if I'm being honest
The bottle the only thing that feel my pain so I pour my problems
I really miss Lil Chris I try to make myself not think about him
Hearing 'bout them stories, how he went out, I'm still sick about him

[Hook]
Sometimes I just sit here and I think what is this life about
How long I'ma be waist deep in this shit until I make it out
But this shit in my blood, I'll be this way until they take me out
I done been through way too much real shit, can't have no fake around
Let me get too fucked up on my pockets, tryna take some down
My heart been through some damage, need a bandage why I'm single now
Niggas stoppin' cars that's why that gunpowder smell linger 'round
Niggas got ill motives, try your luck, catch every single round