Volunteer

[Verse 1]
Wait for a day when you’re not relevant to the part
I’m playing, I’m playing
And it’s not a game when you know that your chances are slim
For winning, you’re winning

[Pre-Chorus 1]
In all honesty, you are undercutting everybody
Lean on the door, you’re the easy find they’re looking for
In all honesty, you’re a mess

[Chorus 1]
In my mind, I guess I am a volunteer
The scientist in you is testing
Except something’s wrong, wrong
And everyone around our table
In hushed voices, says
"It’s too late, she’s already gone.”

[Verse 2]
Yes, it’s a shame, but you’re missing the point, I am fine
Reliving, reliving
And yes, I’m ashamed, but the milestone is wandering far
And I’m running, still running

[Pre-Chorus 2]
As matter of fact, you’re the bible with a violent impact
Matter of fact you are blind

[Chorus 2]
In my mind, I guess, I am a volunteer
Here out of choice, oh
In my mind, I guess, I am a volunteer
Screaming with no voice

[Post-Chorus]
My spade is heavy lord, I cannot dig anymore
I’m in for another win, pick up your cards off the floor
And I’m feeling the pull to the door, to the door
To the draw

[Outro]
In my mind I guess I am a volunteer
In my mind I guess I am a volunteer