​void fantasy

At the end of this
I hope
Something falls away
You'll forget everything you saw here
Today
Today, I know
I know who I was meant to be
Before she died here
Cold blood, cold heart, cold everything
A life flickering

I want to get out
I need to get out of here
I want to get out
I need to get out of here

I am not something that survives
In my fantasies
But in this place I am alive
Though it hurts to be
My soul is dim, my mind is burnt
My body functions desperately
I want to be somebody else
But I want you to know me

I want to get out
I need to get out of here
I want to get out
I need to get out of here
I want to get out
I need to get out of here
I want to get out
I need to get out of here

I am not something that survives
In my fantasies
But in this place I am alive
Though it hurts to be
My soul is dim, my mind is burnt
My body functions desperately
I want to be somebody else
But I want you to know me

I miss you