Voices

[Verse 1]
These voices in my head
Leave me wishin’ I was dead
I hate being by myself
With no one to help
Because when I’m alone, the whispers turn to shouts
And there’s no one here to help me drown ‘em out
They tell me

[Chorus]
They say, “You’re ugly, you’re worthless, you’ll never be good enough
If you were, he’d be here, but he left when the going got tough
You’re stupid and naive, so fucking far from perfect
You know he’ll never want you, because
The pain you put him through isn’t worth it”

[Verse 2]
As much as I try, I just can’t help but listen
‘Cause if they were wrong, you wouldn’t be so distant
All these guys be changing with the seasons
This time, you’ll be with ‘em and I still can’t find the reason
All these warning signs, try to help but I
Only seem to cry
And when I’m low, it seems better when I’m high
I get so dumb, I know you think I’m dumb
I’m “just so young” that I can’t help but succumb to these drugs
But they help my head stay above
‘Cause

[Chorus]
They say, “You’re ugly, you’re worthless, you’ll never be good enough
If you were, he’d be here, but he left when the going got tough
You’re stupid and naive, so fucking far from perfect
You know he’ll never want you, because
The pain you put him through isn’t worth it”

[Bridge]
I cry so many tears for lost love at night
I wish that, just once, I could get it right
I’m bad at love, yeah, I know that
I’m trying, but it’s hard to show that
If anything happens, I need you to know this...

[Chorus 2]
You’re gorgeous, you mean so much to me
You’ll always be enough
You’re nerdy, so smart, and the closest thing to perfect
I know you want me, even though you don’t want to
But you know it’s worth it