Voices

[Verse 1]
Pushin’ past the feelings I don’t wanna feel
Let me make it real
Had to take a pill
What I mean is chill
Chill pill, what is the real deal?
The bride and its Kill Bill
You ever had to take a meal?
Ever had to steal?
I don’t steal, I’m not made of steel
Always looking for a way to heal
I know you’ll never open the door
How many times have we been here before?
If there’s a hole in your cup then there ain’t no water
If there ain’t no clay, then you ain’t no potter
If you’ve never been there, then you ain’t no father
If you’ve never been there, then she ain’t your daughter

[Chorus]
Voices, voices in my head
Saying I should quit
Telling me to give up
I don’t wanna live
You say that I’m forgiven
Why can’t I forgive?
I don’t wanna take that risk
Cause I, I don’t need a friend
I will never break these bones or bend
Never will I fall, fall again
Thats what the voices in my head say

[Verse 2]
Some people think that I just do this for the hell of it
You’re worried bout whats selling
I’ve been focused on the relevance
To relevant situations in life measuring-
Your moral-compass-testing
Make sure its the right direction
When you feel the pressure
Pumping gas, no seven eleven
In the room theres an elephant
Don’t know what you’re getting in
Don’t know what you’re messing with
Always over-stressing
Always up the damn hill
But I keep pedaling
(I keep pedaling)

[Verse 3] (Elijah Kyle)
Yeah, climbing steady but voices screaming irrelevance
Inside my heads a nightmare
Sonically talking, pedaling
Backwards with a backwood
Backstabbed in the heart
With these premonitions
These voices will probably rip me apart
The truth ain’t easy to swallow
Most problems are self-created
The separation is sanctioned
The flags are for self assurance
The signals inside your brain
Just keep saying that you ain’t worth it
But its false
Keep on going
Make a move and live with it
You can either give up
Or fail knowing you didn’t
But gave everything you had
Till nothings left in the tank
And if these voices wanna fight
Then I will never restrain
Nothings changed
Quiet moves
Staying right in my lane
Theres no limits
I won’t quit, I’m not finished
Talk less and do more work
Building an image
That fake shit isn’t part of the plan
But Ima always be me
And do the best for my family and friends
Real talk

[Chorus]
Voices, voices in my head
Saying I should quit
Telling me to give up
I don’t wanna live
You say that I’m forgiven
Why can’t I forgive?
I don’t wanna take that risk
Cause I, I don’t need a friend
I will never break these bones or bend
Never will I fall, fall again
Thats what the voices in my head say