Voices

Tossin, turnin, i can’t sleep
Wake up, sit up comfortably
Head to the sink, i need a drink to
Wash away the anxiety
Get back to bed, i need to sleep
But I’m scared to sleep, my thoughts will creep
And tell me i ain’t worth it, tell me i ain’t perfect
But i think I’m more scared that i know they’re right

Cause I’ve been thinkin, I’ve been dreaming
I’ve been hearin, voices creepin
Down my neck and up my spine, tellin me this life ain’t mine
Trying to convince me, trying to tempt me
Trying to turn all my peers against me
It’s time that i took a stand
Try to fight back while i still can

I’m stuck in this life i thought was mine
I’m still tryin to find what’s left of my mind
I’ll still deny my mind went blind
And i still try to win back my time
But im still scared of what i may find
Cause i know that im not ready
To lose it all again

Fuck it up, I’m done, minds on the fuckin run
Going left, going right, life ain’t goin right
Dropped the gun lost the fight, gonna lose my mind tonight
Need a knight with all the night to save me from the fight in my mind on the rise
Think my dark is turnin bright, imma fight till my last breath
Till my fuckin death do us part, its time to fuckin start
Lookin for the darkness in my heart and imma bleed it out
Lookin for the fuckin weakness now
Ain’t gonna bow down, knock they ass downtown
Put them on surround sound, and watch em all cry now
Im done takin their shit, we officially split
Thought I couldn’t commit, but they finna get hit

Cause I’ve been thinkin, I’ve been dreaming
I’ve been hearin, voices creepin
Down my neck and up my spine, tellin me this life ain’t mine
Trying to convince me, trying to tempt me
Trying to turn all my peers against me
It’s time that i took a stand
Try to fight back while i still can

I don’t know what my problem is
I don’t know just how to do this
I’m all alone in my thoughts
And I’m losing control of my mind
My thoughts are racing, my minds gone crazy
But I’m done sittin and actin lazy
It’s time I stood up to crush anxiety
And get rid of these thoughts inside of me

I'm done thinking, I'm done dreaming
I've heard all the voices creepin
Down my neck and up my spine
They tried to tell me this life ain’t mine
Tried to convince me, tried to tempt me
Tried to turn all my peers against me
Fuck em all, I took the stand
Won the fight, to prove you can