Voices

[Chorus]
Over and over again
The echoes of your voice enters my head
So many words i wish i could of said
I had to go place your coffin instead
I had to wish my pain would go away
But it was getting worse day by day
My friends would watch and just pray
That i would hopefully be healed fully some day
[verse]
I wish we could meet in the middle of the gates
So i can tell you everything
My heart is full of so much hate and so much rage
I don't know who to blame
I don't like to think about it
I don't like to think about love
I can't wait i know you won't show up
You got me so fucked up
I have to act like you don't exist
To regain what i once had
They like to call me a egoist
But i never had what yall have
[bridge]
Just because i don't cry
Doesn't mean anything
I hope that i will die
So i won't feel a thing
But for her i will try
To obtain a wedding ring
And for you i will try
To
Try to
Get the voices out of my head
[verse:2]
When you text me my heart jumps around
When i hear you crying my smile turns to a frown
I got you violets to make you feel better
Lets travel across the world together
I can't help but overthink
About you finding someone else
It puts my brain in the portal of hell
But i can't tell no i can't tell
I cannot listen to their bullshit
Something tells me its not worth it
I know that you're the one
But the voices keep on pushing
With all that we have been through
I can only hope you don't do it
If you have evil intentions
Its hard to see right through it
[Chorus]
Over and over again
The echoes of your voice enters my head
So many words i wish i could of said
I had to go place your coffin instead
I had to wish my pain would go away
But it was getting worse day by day
My friends would watch and just pray
That i would hopefully be healed fully some day