Voicenote

[Verse 1]
My mother's losing sleep 'cause she don't know what to do
My best friend's holding me while I'm crying in my room
The doctor said she'll find me someone to help me very soon
But if I'm being honest, they don't have a fucking clue
Maybe I'm a problem no one's ever gonna solve
Was always shit at maths at school, I really should have known
'Cause things aren't adding up but I'm still put to the test
Perfectionist inside me wants to always do my best

[Chorus]
But my best ain't good enough right now
I wanna grow back down again
Back when I was never scared
Wanna grow back down again, again, again

[Verse 2]
I'm overly emotional, nobody wants to talk
You don't wanna hear all the troubles in my heart
Maybe in a year, I'll look back and laugh
Step back and admire a tragic work of art
But it's taking too long, I'm impatient
Am I broken; can you fix it?
I've read all the articles, still Google every day
Like there's a chance I'll find an answer
After a thousand days

[Chorus]
All my days aren't good enough right now
I wanna grow back down again
Back when I was innocent
Wanna grow back down again, again, again

[Bridge]
I cancel my plans, I drown every sorrow
'Cause I don't think I'll feel better tomorrow
Don't want a sigh, I don't want empathy
I want someone to fix me
I cancel my plans, I drown every sorrow
'Cause I don't think I'll feel better tomorrow
Don't want a sigh, I don't want your pity
I want someone to fix me

[Verse 3]
My mother's losing sleep 'cause she don't know what to do
My best friend's holding me while I'm crying in my room
The doctor said she'll find me someone to help me very soon
But if I'm being honest, they don't have a fucking clue

[Chorus]
'Cause my best ain't good enough right now
I wanna grow back down again
Back when I was innocent
Things were simpler back then
I wanna grow back down again