Visitor

[Verse 1]
Last night, we just laughed as we caught up
We told jokes about our lives, it was awesome
Watching you while you talk left me all struck
God, how I miss all our talks since I lost ya
But I get it, you couldn't come to visit
You were busy with your life, I never figured any different
I just wish that this isn't an exude because I miss it
I just hate to see you go man, you just got here, lets just kick it
You told some jokes, I smiled while you smoked man
I just hope you love the taste of Winston's, nah I'm good, you know I don't
I'm happy that you're with me, cause it's gettin hard, I'm losin' hope
I'm known to overthink, like everything, but nah, I'm movin' on
"Where'd you go?", but fuck it, I don't need to know
You left me and that's good enough for both of us, I hope you know
You made me whole, you broke my fuckin' life in two
I get it, life is better somewhere else, but fuck, I need you tho

[Chorus]
"Are you happy?", I hope you are, cause then I'm good
I can't begin to wrap my head around, the loss of you again
You left me at my weakest, and I'm seekin' light, but you and then
I see you in my dreams I can't believe we'll never meet again

[Verse 2]
Why was life so bad that you just had to fuckin' up and leave?
I gave you everything, it's fucked up what you've done to me
I dumb to fuckin' see, I loved you but I'm wondering
If all the love I had for you was worth all of the suffering
You know I'm glad, for every day we ever had
I'm sorry that I vented on you, god I hope that you come back
To sit and chat, tomorrow night
From now I have to wake up and begin again, I love you, god I miss you dad