Visions of You

[Verse 1]
I’m indecisive, living life like an adolescent
Is this the price that this gifted vice, is it that obsession?
I wanna have it all, money that could pad the fall
Got this Adderall acting like a catapult
Launch me to the king of my trade instead of a jack of all
No camaraderie, not a product of nepotism
This body is repetition, no spotter for heavy lifting
I battled demons, asked God for an exorcism
A skeptic’s vision, capped off with my pessimism
I’m done, I tell my son that his father quit
Opposite, better to tell Trevor I never gave up
When I frame up that deposit slip
Gotta get these pockets thick, put my son in Stanford
One day he’ll change the game so no one lose their mom to cancer
Answer me this: if I die, would I leave a legacy?
A legend in this profession is best how you remember me
I’ll be sure to thank everybody in my acceptance speech

[Chorus: Tarra Layne]
So I try and try and try my best to see so far down
And I pray and pray and pray my hands will be strong and sound
When the time comes and the bells rung
And the world may fall apart
I will try and try and try to keep these visions of you inside my heart

[Verse 2]
Now people would say when I told ‘em I lost my mom in June
She’s in heaven but 57 is awful soon
God only gives you what you can handle
They would read me songs ‘bout being strong and try to give me loose examples
Just then I grabbed my pen and I wrote some bars
With a broken heart, can’t grieve no more
Gotta keep on, each song kneels spawn, that’ll close my scars
I’m going hard open card at a local bar
Throwing darts, drown in my sorrow like there was no tomorrow
Now people grieving waves, you gon’ have some easy days
They took my sister and she wasn’t even Jesus age
I’ll be sure to send all my love to her from the VMAS

[Chorus: Tarra Layne]
So I try and try and try my best to see so far down
And I pray and pray and pray my hands will be strong and sound
When the time comes and the bells rung
And the world may fall apart
I will try and try and try to keep these visions of you inside my heart