Virtue Misspent

[Verse 1]
Inside your head
A monsoon of bitters and bourbon
An undying burden of proof

[Verse 2]
And inside your heart
The blackest mood
You're allowed to lament a life of virtue misspent

[Chorus]
It hurts now
But you'll learn how to leave me

[Verse 3]
And under your breath
You always knew it was never you
It was never you
It was never you

[Chorus]
I know it hurts now
But you'll learn how to leave me

[Outro]
I honestly don't remember how I got back to the hotel that night
There were drinks, I imagine
And a bridgе filled with strangers willing to brave thе apologetic rain
Rather than settling for a last train home
I never want the nights in Japan to end
"Biru, Kudasai" 'til I'm blind, "Sumimasen" until I'm dead, please
How was I supposed to know that blurry long walk home would be my last forgotten memory of another life entirely?
I honestly don't remember how I got here
Wherever the fuck I am
There were drinks, I imagine
But I like being lost, and I'm good at being alone
And I find comfort in knowing that it rains the same in every language