Violent; Still

I don't connect to people
Atleast not very well
I just sit silent still
All my thoughts are violent; still
You left me broken pieces
Of myself in two
Wish i could stop the bleeding
But it's so hard to move

I used to have dreams
I used to see myself in places that i've never been
Now i don't remember things

Expectations running wild
Only in my own head
I know that you don't care
That i'm better off ?

I don't connect to people
Atleast not very well
I just sit silent still
All my thoughts are violent; still
You left me broken pieces
Of myself in two
Wish i could stop the bleeding
But it's so hard to move

I guess i lost myself
Deep down in the gutter hey
If you wanna stay
Tell me that you wanna stay

I called my mom last night
? i cried the whole time
Guess my feelings bubble up
When they're stuck
Inside

I don't connect to people
Atleast not very well
I just sit silent still
All my thoughts are violent; still
You left me broken pieces
Of myself in two
Wish i could stop the bleeding
But it's so hard to move