original song was titled “Violence” and had different verse & altered chorus with high pitched vocals and EDM instrumental
various versions of this song exist, first as a part of Sg Lily’s set during Awful Fest 2022 in Minecraft and the other being teased via his Instagram stories
[Verse]
It's worse like every night
I do this every single time
I wanted to be someone you like
Now I don't, that's okay, yeah that's alright
I promise
Do you feel afraid?
What happens to you when I'm away?
If I fall asleep, will I awake?
I'll show you the ropes, show you the way
[Chorus]
And it goes like this
Heart beating out my chest
I put up my defense
Your scratches on my skin
Violent, like this
If I could have one wish
I'd stay here right like this
I'll empty out my head
Silent, like this
Violent, violent, violent
Oh, oh, violent, oh, oh
[Bridge]
I wish I had gone and made a scene
It hurts when you cry over your screen
Don't pay more attention than it needs
I'll show you the way so you can see
[Refrain]
And it goes like this
Heart beating out my chest
I put up my defense
Your scratches on my skin
Violent, like this
If I could have one wish
I'd stay here right like this
I'll empty out my head
Silent, like this
Like this, like this, like this
Violent, like this