Villain Freestyle

[Verse]
I feel like a villain only cus I'm chilling in the worst ways, on my worst days like my birthday, uh
They look at me stupid, mind-numbing persecution
I feel like I'm on a stage with a twelve gage, blow my brains out
The applause started to sound like rain, fuck
Maybe too graphic, I gotta cap it, speaking of capping
This smiling shit is not lasting, I've been doing it for seventeen years, seventeen shots and seventeen tears
I'm so fucking tired, my emotions evaporated, I used to feel emancipated now I feel segregated, damn, is this how it ends?
I pray he forgives all my sins but even then it won't end
Imma pray for you, that's all I hear ain't no savior coming to commandeer
Man fuck it, Imma tuck it, keep doing me, if niggas play I get to bussing, taking one with me that is no discussion
I don't even know where my flows, hold up pass the cognac
Wait hold on where my strap at?
Niggas keep on lacking, them toes get to tagging
Them fishes get to crying, then mommas get to crying
I got no motherfucking sympathy for a nigga Hellbent on killing me, look
Niggas too soft if you ask me, never to duck heat, but ain't dumb enough to poke my head up
I pray and hope that I head up, for what?