Vilified

[Verse 1]
Our silhouettes in the night, miss cigarettes and conversations
Sick the way my head spins, the way life's ending so soon
Can't talk like old friends at one time
Go ahead, tell a lie, save face, making nice
Seen that look in your eyes, cut me off my supply
I mix the lows with the highs, damage I did this time
I'm still convinced that I'm fine

[Verse 2]
I can't even breathe right, break my neck in the meantime
Your test don't work on me, I'm already vilified (Fuck)
Pushed away keep some freaks around me
Lay by your side, I felt alone every night
I plot on my own demise, can't suffer more if I tried