VIDA

VERSE 1:
You were a pain in my ass, but also a pain in my heart
And we grew apart
Dealing with your bullshit was like dealing with a piece of art
Didn’t see the bigger picture, didn’t care for your canvas
Despite of all the pain you always gave me chances
I appreciate how you taught me who the bigger man is
And now that I understand I can stand this, idea
Of being without you causes fear
Because the truth of the matter I’m not here
If I close my eyes I can stop seeing all these lies
My sanity is what I am losing
When I’m trapped inside the illusion
All of this chatter causing confusion
If I quiet down I’m illumined

HOOK:
I wonder why they call you bitch x2
If I don’t have you, would I exist? Or would I live in bliss?
If I don’t have you, would I miss the stress and what it is to feel?
If I don’t have you, would we reconnect and reincarnate, heal?

VERSE 2:
I’m a man now
I promise the best that I can
Not perfect not saying I am
Surpassing the thoughts that you’re used to
I’m different from what you had
Built calluses on my hands
I’m taking this final chance
I’m breaking the cycle that’s turning me psycho
Been through hell and back
Like literally, a realm without intimacy
I’m gripping so hard all the weight weigh nothing to me
And there ain’t a dammed thing fucking with me
Low key I know the feeling of an OD
Search the cabinets and kill it with and OE
The Lord of darkness and death already know me
And they want my peace
When I rest in peace
I got my mind at ease

HOOK:
I wonder why they call you bitch x2
If I don’t have you, would I exist? Or would I live in bliss?
If I don’t have you, would I miss the stress and what it is to feel?
If I don’t have you, would we reconnect and reincarnate, heal?