Victory

Who decides who's worthy of fame
Most dreams are others' makings
Curse blighted
Sleep depraved
A part of me
Integrity
Still worth saving

Late at night
Up naming my fears
They burn like hurtful cravings
This steady heart is breaking
Down

I'll earn your respect
When I learn I'm finally enough
I've made enough friends
But every part of me's still numb
I gave you my best
Am I finally done
I've learned to accept
That I should've won

No surprise my fears learned to wait
Return with perfect timing
Numbing nights won't stop the pain
Breathe it in
Weed it out
Fuck, it's still trying

Double down
I consecrate
My perfect life
The future you hate
Glory bound
These iron chains
Rust but never break

I'll earn your respect
When I learn I'm finally enough
I've made enough friends
But every part of me’s still numb
I gave you my best
Am I finally done
I've won
I've won
I've won

Victory
Suffocating
Fighting alone
Eliminate the doubt and breathe
Learning my success is my own

No fangs
All broken teeth
Half a smile
But i know
It's enough
It's enough
It's enough

I gave it up
Came back to me
That little dream is changing
I've grown
Willing minds
Accept defeat
Failure's not the future I chose

Realize reality's
Guided by what's inside of my head
I've won
I've won again