Vicious circle

Yesterday, I told myself
To reconnect with the pleasure seeker
But today, I feel like fading out
Can’t help that I’m no victory on the bound

The way I used to feel
Disappeared out of my dreams
I can’t pull myself together anymore
Like a drug I want but I can’t afford

The vicious circle I’m crawling in
I’m gasping for air but I’m drowning still
Vicious circle I’m crawling in
I’m gasping for air but I’m drowning sill

One day, I’ll feel great again
In a way that I can love again
But today I feel like fading out
Can’t help that I’m no victory on the bound
One day, It’ll be like home again
In a way that I can breathe again
But today I can’t keep myself on the rails

The vicious circle I’m crawling in
I’m gasping for air but I’m drowning still
The vicious circle I’m crawling in
I’m gasping for air but I’m drowning still