[Intro]
You think it was tough out there? And, what, you think it was easy for me without you? You thought that every single day it wasn't a goddamn marathon of my life without you? Tim was sick. He was sick and he needed me. He needed me to help him. He needed me to help him with Alan, with everything. I was alone and I had no idea what I was doing. I didn't plan this. I didn't know that it was gonna happen to me. But it did. But you don't think l've tried? I picked up the phone a thousand times to try to call you. You think that l really wanna be standing here in front of you like this? I had no choice