Vhs dreams

[Intro]
Y-yuh, yuh, yuh
Might just, see your face at the end of my life
Cause your silhouette haunt me in the dead of the night, yeah
I told myself it's aight
(It's about 11:11, and i'm lost, cold and windy, you feel me?) I'll just

[Chorus]
I'll ground myself for what it's worth
You can chill here till the sun
Please don't spite me just for fun, oh no
Tweaking and I need some reassurance
Alone in a room full of people I knew in a past life

[Verse]
Half stepping out that front door
Spend my nights wavy, walk outside so I can front more
Unsure of what I found, fuck around
I'm once more bloodied in the backseat, like this is what I done it for
Love letters on my waiting screen
Staring at the ceiling, fuck it, I ain't got a place to be
Rainy day money, spin a vinyl till my mood drop
VHS tapes with your faces in my shoebox
Buying posters just so I can hide the paint chips
Scribbles on my pages and my studio is makeshift
Days all hazy, tryna grip up on my waist and that
Two door question always tryna test my patience
Don't text me back, don't save shit
Tryna have my dreams, but that attitude on gun smoke
Two left feet, hands tied and you cutthroat
Shit, you know it's all love though, I never give enough

[Chorus]
I'll ground myself for what it's worth
You can chill here till the sun
Please don't spite me just for fun, oh no
Tweaking and I need some reassurance
Alone in a room full of people I knew in a past life